Been awhile since I posted. Right now I'm flying from Las Vegas to Detroit and on to Syracuse, NY. Long week to say the least. I am really sick of PPD. I feel used and betrayed and misled. It's very disappointing.

Used because I am almost not allowed to say no. Hence the reason I'm flyin from one end of the country to the next and only have a total ( Read more... )

I finally decided upon a hobby. Because of my job, in which I travel on average 80% of my work days, I end up reading a lot. And what better way to celebrate books and reading than by blogging about the books I've read. I you have any interest in my book blog feel free to click that link.

I feel a general malaise with life. I feel robotic; I can't ( Read more... )

Sitting in the airport. My study is wearing on me. I'm #2 of 2 on the 1st class upgrade list. I'm really hoping 2 folks don't show up. I'm not in the mood to deal with coach.

But this stupid flight is usually sold out, so my hopes may be in vain.

I just got back from PTO and already feel like I need a break. Not good news.

Went snowshoeing for two ( Read more... )

My old boss sent me a sweet email. I love reading what he writes cuz English is totally not a primary language for him and his phraseology can be so cute and endearing. Such as "your job is good for when you are youth but I cannot believer you are travel so much"...see totally cute and endearing.

He recommended I get a new job. I agree. Especially ( Read more... )

I scratched my belly because, well, it itched. My mom sees and tells me the reason my stomach itches is because I'm fat.

Cuz you know, it has nothing to do with how chronically dry my skin is from hotel showers, and hotel rooms with horrendous wall mounted ACs, and being in the super dry plane air all the time, and visiting the most arid of climes ( Read more... )

I arrived yesterday for what was supposed to be a two day visit. The two days was cut down to one day sometime last week, when my study changed it's mind about site close-out visits. Originally, I was supposed to fly back tomorrow on the 845pm flight, but decided not to change that option when I cancelled the second day of my trip. I figured I'd ( Read more... )

I had such a jonesing for a glass of milk. But where do you go if you want just a glass of milk and, only a glass of milk? Usually I would say, open up the fridge, dipshit.

But I'm in a room serviceless hotel. And I was soo tired that I didn't want to leave and get in the car and find a grocery store and find a single serving sized milk carton and ( Read more... )

Think I like it here. It's a little like Fargo.

Took forever to get here; on top of everything else, my stupid plane was delayed about a half hour.

There was this little kid on the plane, about 2-3. Him and his dad were traveling together and had been flying standby since about 6am CST. And the little kid was being so good. And him and his dad were ( Read more... )

I am posting from my hotel room in Denver. The AC is an individual wall unit, which is usually better than a thermometer controlled unit, but it makes a horrible squeaking noise. I plan on building up as much cold in my room as I can so that I can turn the unit off when I go to bed and, hopefully, not sweat myself into a dehydrated mess.

Haven't ( Read more... )

Had an interesting conversation with my mentor and another person in the mentoring program. They are in the opposite boat of thinking about my life-crisis situation. Perhaps it's because they don't know the true extent of my thoughts. They think I'm going through the transition from being overwhelmed by everything I have to do at my job to a much ( Read more... )